My Existence

I have had three instances in the past two days that make me wonder.  I have always wondered, I have to many instances of deja vu, to many guesses at things that come true..I gotta be psychic to some extent.

The first:  I’m at work Friday and I am having a conversation with the office manager.  She is sitting to my left at one of the two computers in the office, I am at the other.  I look over when she starts talking and I get an image of having done this before.  She keeps talking and then the conversation starts coming to my mind.  Soon enough, I remember the entire conversation and everything she says and all my responses.  Then when the phone rings and she goes to get it, I say who it is and when she answers it…it’s him.

The second:  Earlier today my girlfriend asks if I know who Disney just signed, I simply spit out “Stan Lee” and she looks at me like I have two heads asking “How did you know?”

The third:  Twenty minutes ago when we were watching Apocalypto, and near the end of the movie the main character is kneeling on the beach with two people chasing him.  They have all stopped and are just staring at something off camera, I say “Unless they are looking at a Spanish armada, what the hell are they doing?”  The camera pans, and you see four boats bearing white sails with red crosses in the harbor.  And three smaller boats with men wearing Spanish armor rowing towards shore.

I suppose I could just…like, figure these things out on some subconscious level without actually thinking about them?  But that would mean I have some insane reaction time mentally speaking.  Or that during my day I hear or see these things outside my immediate attention span..you know background chatter or noise you can hear but can’t understand for example, and my mind understands them and then later on I just am in a position where that information is relevant?

I don’t know….I just know I got something going on.