15 Mar 2007
Pleasant Surprise!
Recently, within the past week, got back in touch with someone I went to high school with. Briana Dabek. Wow, brings back memories. She use to draw on my arm in physics class. The action was so pure, so innocent…I loved it. It made me look forward to seeing her!! I never did tell her how I felt about her, just a simple high school crush right?
Well I did right out of the gate almost!! I can’t believe I did that after all the years I have spent building my invisible walls and barriers. She didn’t even respond to my comment, but that is ok. The last thing I need right now is to be distracted by..well, by as far as I was concerned, the BEST looking lady in high school. Sure, people can DRESS sexy..but she WAS sexy! I just always thought she had this glow about her, a wonderful smile and of course a great figure. A great personality, what little I knew about it. I always wanted to know more.
Wonder what she looks like now? Of course why does it matter to me? I wouldn’t stand a chance with a lady like that, am to nerdy….to geeky, LOL. And oh yeah, I have a GF, too. That might have something to do with it, haha. :\ Of course, if I didn’t….ah who knows?
Only thing I know? It was a pure pleasure to speak with her! The not fun part? Knowing what is out there that I could be missing….. whether it could be with her, or another. Just knowing there is better than the one I am currently with makes it hard on me, but that is my fault for staying with her….