13 Dec 2001
Fun feeling so alone
That time of the month again…and just in time to catch me feeling alone, again. Wanted to talk to a friend tonight but she went to bed after getting home :\
Seems like there is no one to really “talk” to anymore, just the customary hellos and goodbyes with most people, and I would like so much more than that!
Last night I had the strangest feelings. I was sitting at my computer( like I do anything else.. ) and my chest/heart started pounding fast..my pulse was over 90 bpm which for me is way above my normal 55bpm…and I had a long shiver pass up and down my spine for a few minutes. I still don’t know what caused it….
Am going to go lie down in bed and think…may write again later today if I feel like it, but if someone actually checks my journal anymore, don’t hold your breath on a second update….not really in the mood.