13 Jul 2001
Mmm..
My favorite day of the year…Friday the 13th. The day I was born, Hrm..funny that, I hate my birthday…but I love Friday the 13th…what is up with that?
Anyhow…I don’t feel so good, both phyiscally and emotionally. Have been kinda distancing myself from almost everyone of late, and I don’t know why. I try not to, but it’s like a long dark hallway for me…I do it without even thinking..no turns to take anywhere in the hall.
It’s odd because for the longest time now I haven’t wanted to distance myself from anyone…I’ve been quite happy, and content..with the occasional bad day here and there. But this is like old times again….sometimes I just feel so cold inside towards everything, even when I don’t want to. 