01 May 2001
All alone in the Night..
Subject is a saying from Babylon 5, television show I like to watch…and damn does it phrase up how I’m feeling at the moment quite nicely.
I message “friends”, ask how they are doing…and it seems like all of them are giving me casual conversation and nothing more.
Quite annoying since being alone is the one thing I really don’t like…unless of course its me forcing the loneliness upon myself, and that’s another story.
But right now…not a soul is talking with me. Sure people are talking TO me, but not with me. Only person to actually talk with me since I got back to Florida was the one I least expected too.
I’m not sure if that is because she knows I’m concerned about how she is feeling from the death of her horse, or she was just in a good mood or something.
Either way I enjoyed talking with her again, brief as it may have been…better than anyone else has managed…I just hope she knows I’m here for her if she ever needs to talk.
On a good note, about the only one I have to think about, is while in Florida I bought a few things for myself that I’m happy about, and know I will enjoy them. 